Rabu, 24 Oktober 2012

It's hard but I hope a Light

Alloh.. Please guide me, guide us... I feel a lot of pain but i realized that you feel this pain more... Please be right on your self and heart... I want to pay this pain but I confused... A lot of my tears can't pay the pain... I thought that I can't pay.. but I have hope and I just try to keep praying for you in my time...
When I have the chance, biidznillaah I will pay the pain... My mouth feel cold and frozen I can't say anything although the truth I have Alloh and so do you... I know that He was angry may be 'till now.. I know that Alloh always give me time to back to Him... Giving my everything, my pain, is to Him... I hope that I can see a light clearly...

Kadang kita merasa kita bersalah dan itu alhamdulillaah karena Alloh masih menyelipkan rasa penyadaran bahwa kita telah salah... Kadang kita tersandung, menangis, dan terluka... Kadang kita lah yang membuat luka, ingin mengobati tapi tak mampu... Beruntung Alloh masih mengingatkan bahwa kita sedang berada dalam kelalaian... Kembali untuk berpikir, berbenah, dan bertaubat... Meski kita kadang tidak tahu apa yang harus dilakukan...

Terima kasih ya Robb: "Dan tidaklah pantas bagi laki-laki yang mukmin dan perempuan yang mukmin, apabila Alloh telah menetapkan suatu ketetapan, akan ada pilihan (yang lain) bagi mereka tentang urusan mereka. Dan barangsiapa mendurhakai Alloh dan Rosul-Nya, maka sungguh dia telah tersesat dengan kesesatan yang nyata (Al Ahzab: 36)

Alloh please guide me to back to Your way... Everything that we felt, Alloh will give the best in our the end... I just wanna keep praying for you... Although sometimes we loose hope and hard look for the light... #keepdo'a4theoneinmymind

in my deepest heart

I got suggestion from my closed friends that i must tell clearly who are 'you' in this article. She is my sista, kind sista, that I hurted her.. It's so scary for me and i still confused how to be normal like before.. Because of you, I can learn anything.. Thanks a lot..

*optical room, 3rd floor, after having lecture... Dhuha at Friday... Hari suci penuh do'a...
Teruslah tersenyum apapun keadaan kita... :')
Tiba2 ingin menulis ini... Hope she will get the happyness and I really wanna see her smile..

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